[She shakes her head, even though he can't see it.]

It wasn't sad, not really. I had my big brother - [her inflection of the name is a little different than before] - who always took care of me, and Nana, and my other friends, too! Even if I couldn't remember anything back then, I was still happy. But I'm also happy remembering everything now. [even if some of it - maybe a lot of it, in a way - is painful.]