Vash the Stampede (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
goldenglasses) wrote2011-07-21 07:31 pm
goldenglasses) wrote2011-07-21 07:31 pm
Entry tags:
- a wussy outlaw,
- amelia,
- drunk,
- emo,
- emo kills remember?,
- giles,
- grune,
- hates this month sometimes,
- hating himself today,
- he misses that left arm sometimes,
- jigen,
- jilly,
- keimi,
- livio,
- lost july,
- lost july anniversary,
- lost july happened in july go figure,
- madoka,
- meryl,
- not afraid to cry in public,
- real men cry,
- rem,
- ruto,
- san,
- the sixty billion double dollar man,
- trying to forget,
- wolfwood
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[Vash has started to keep to himself more the past couple days. Rem's arrival had almost made him forget this day, but he could never really forget.
Today he heads out early, trying to leave the new house before anyone else is awake. He finds a spot near the fountain to do some early morning people watching before getting up and heading to the bakery. He stops outside, knowing this isn't really where he wants to be, it's just habit. He turns and heads to the flower shop instead. He doesn't stay long, just long enough to make sure that everything is still running smooth without Aerith.
He checks the time to duck over to Good Spirits quickly. He wants to be there and gone before Meryl's shift. He orders a couple of beers before he starts growing restless again. This wasn't right either. What was he suppose to do on this day? How could he ever fix this mistake?
Without much thought he grabs a couple bottle and heads out into the forest. He walks for a bit before just sitting down against a tree inspecting his find. People said this blue stuff was strong, now seemed to be a good time to try it out.
Some point in his drinking his journal falls out of his pocket and starts to record. For awhile it records very little until suddenly-]
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[There's the sound of a whiskey bottle shattering as it's thrown against a tree. It's followed by silence that is slowly broken by soft sobs.]
I'm sorry... I'm so sorry. I - I didn't mean to.
(ooc: Anyone who wants to talk to Vash before he gets himself drunk is free to call for him over the journals! He'll have it on him all day! Or run into him pretty much anywhere.)
Today he heads out early, trying to leave the new house before anyone else is awake. He finds a spot near the fountain to do some early morning people watching before getting up and heading to the bakery. He stops outside, knowing this isn't really where he wants to be, it's just habit. He turns and heads to the flower shop instead. He doesn't stay long, just long enough to make sure that everything is still running smooth without Aerith.
He checks the time to duck over to Good Spirits quickly. He wants to be there and gone before Meryl's shift. He orders a couple of beers before he starts growing restless again. This wasn't right either. What was he suppose to do on this day? How could he ever fix this mistake?
Without much thought he grabs a couple bottle and heads out into the forest. He walks for a bit before just sitting down against a tree inspecting his find. People said this blue stuff was strong, now seemed to be a good time to try it out.
Some point in his drinking his journal falls out of his pocket and starts to record. For awhile it records very little until suddenly-]
CRASH!
[There's the sound of a whiskey bottle shattering as it's thrown against a tree. It's followed by silence that is slowly broken by soft sobs.]
I'm sorry... I'm so sorry. I - I didn't mean to.
(ooc: Anyone who wants to talk to Vash before he gets himself drunk is free to call for him over the journals! He'll have it on him all day! Or run into him pretty much anywhere.)
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I'm sorry, too. Just... promise you'll be able to smile again, soon?
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But, he knows that will make Meryl sad, and it's the last thing he wants to do right now.]
Okay, Meryl. I promise. I will.
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Meryl... how... how can you stay by my side? Even after all the danger it's put you in?
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It's... it's not a big deal. I'm pretty used to being in danger, remember? I do it to myself. A-And, besides, it's... better you not be alone. I-I mean...
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Meryl, you deserve better. No - I mean. I mean, you deserve to be safe. And... better.... [He groans softly. Why won't his mouth work right?]
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Will you listen to me now?
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I will never run away from you, Vash. I won't ever be afraid of you, and I won't ever hate you. I'm not going to stop caring about you because you've got a difficult past, or because you have dangerous enemies, or because you've made mistakes. They won't chase me away, and unless you truly want me to go, I don't plan to. You're too... important to me...
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Then you're stuck with me. I'm too stubborn.
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I don't deserve someone so nice to stay with me, but I'm afraid to lose you.
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