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[Vash had been mentally preparing himself for this day. Yet, he still wasn't ready when May 9th came around. The day his life had changed forever. For whatever reason his journal kicks itself on and it catches sight of Vash cleaning a large cross. Only one of the arms is open showing a row of handguns. Vash is very carefully giving the Cross Punisher a full tune up and cleaning. At the moment he's got one of the smaller handgun apart and checking it for any possible malfunctions before giving it a cleaning and putting it back in it's place.]

Hard to believe it's been another year already. [He talks out loud to himself. Or his two cats as he's unaware the journal turned itself on.] Noah would be two years old today. I'm sure that kid is doing just fine. After all, with parents like that no wise person would stand a chance messing with him.

[He dabs at an eye that's starting to water.] Don't worry; kid. We haven't given up on you. It may take a little more time, but I promise to find you. I will. [His hands slip and he ends up dropping part of the gun. With a soft chuckle he picks it up again. Dropping things when no one was around to see. It just wasn't like him.] Heh. Opps.

[Vash falls quiet as he continues on his chore. His back turned to the camera, but he often drops things and has to pick them up again. The outlaw's shoulders start to shake the more his fingers fumble and yes, those are soft sobs that can be heard. Thinking he's alone he's not at all ashamed by his tears.] I just... I really hope- where ever you are... I hope you have a happy birthday, Noah.

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[When he's finished his task Vash will clean himself up and hit up his usual haunts as he leaves the ice building. Helping with the flowers at Azalea. Working with a happy smile and having lunch at Seventh Heaven. Now that his death penalty was removed he'll pick up a "light" snack of a dozen doughnuts from the bakery. Munching them as he takes a short walk around the forest before winding up in Good Spirits to end the day.]

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[Vash jumps at hearing another voice in his house. His sharp senses not having alerted him to anyone opening a door or window to get in. ~~Although he would have been impressed by someone coming in via the window.~~ He turns and with a smile mixed of amusement and pain it doesn't take him long to catch on his journal has turned itself on. He could have sworn he had a brick on that thing just before.]

I'm alright. [He sets his tools down to approach the journal. Still not too ashamed by his tears. When one loses a child; missing them and crying over their loss is not something to be ashamed of in his mind.] I-- I'm just missing a couple dear friends of mine.

[Poor guy. She feels for him. She misses some of her friends too.]

I understand.

If I may ask... who's Noah?

Noah... [He takes a deep breath as he shuts his eyes. Knowing this was going to be hard to say. He takes a moment to compose what he needs to say in his head before speaking it. Knowing that if he pauses or stops it will be harder to get out.] Noah is my godson. He was born here in Luceti and when his parents were sent home the Malnosso took him away from me. [It's not until it's all out that he opens his eyes again.]

[People having children here in Luceti? This is the first she's heard of that. But then... it's not really any different than having a baby born on Voyager. Not exactly the most ideal situation but it can still happen.

She's not a godparent to Naomi Wildman's baby, but she would be upset if someone took her away.]

I'm so sorry.

[The child wasn't planned. It was merely a happy 'accident' from a valentines event. Vash isn't sure he would have called the pregnancy normal; except for how much the family had loved that little boy.]

Ah, thanks. [Because what do you say to something like that?] He's a good kid. I plan on finding him again someday.

I hope you do.

[She's not sure what to say either, so that's the best she can do.]

I know one day I will. [No hope. A promise.]

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[Voice] XD No worries I have those types of rolls ALL the time!!

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