Vash the Stampede (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
goldenglasses) wrote2011-07-21 07:31 pm
goldenglasses) wrote2011-07-21 07:31 pm
Entry tags:
- a wussy outlaw,
- amelia,
- drunk,
- emo,
- emo kills remember?,
- giles,
- grune,
- hates this month sometimes,
- hating himself today,
- he misses that left arm sometimes,
- jigen,
- jilly,
- keimi,
- livio,
- lost july,
- lost july anniversary,
- lost july happened in july go figure,
- madoka,
- meryl,
- not afraid to cry in public,
- real men cry,
- rem,
- ruto,
- san,
- the sixty billion double dollar man,
- trying to forget,
- wolfwood
[Accidental Voice / Action]
[Vash has started to keep to himself more the past couple days. Rem's arrival had almost made him forget this day, but he could never really forget.
Today he heads out early, trying to leave the new house before anyone else is awake. He finds a spot near the fountain to do some early morning people watching before getting up and heading to the bakery. He stops outside, knowing this isn't really where he wants to be, it's just habit. He turns and heads to the flower shop instead. He doesn't stay long, just long enough to make sure that everything is still running smooth without Aerith.
He checks the time to duck over to Good Spirits quickly. He wants to be there and gone before Meryl's shift. He orders a couple of beers before he starts growing restless again. This wasn't right either. What was he suppose to do on this day? How could he ever fix this mistake?
Without much thought he grabs a couple bottle and heads out into the forest. He walks for a bit before just sitting down against a tree inspecting his find. People said this blue stuff was strong, now seemed to be a good time to try it out.
Some point in his drinking his journal falls out of his pocket and starts to record. For awhile it records very little until suddenly-]
CRASH!
[There's the sound of a whiskey bottle shattering as it's thrown against a tree. It's followed by silence that is slowly broken by soft sobs.]
I'm sorry... I'm so sorry. I - I didn't mean to.
(ooc: Anyone who wants to talk to Vash before he gets himself drunk is free to call for him over the journals! He'll have it on him all day! Or run into him pretty much anywhere.)
Today he heads out early, trying to leave the new house before anyone else is awake. He finds a spot near the fountain to do some early morning people watching before getting up and heading to the bakery. He stops outside, knowing this isn't really where he wants to be, it's just habit. He turns and heads to the flower shop instead. He doesn't stay long, just long enough to make sure that everything is still running smooth without Aerith.
He checks the time to duck over to Good Spirits quickly. He wants to be there and gone before Meryl's shift. He orders a couple of beers before he starts growing restless again. This wasn't right either. What was he suppose to do on this day? How could he ever fix this mistake?
Without much thought he grabs a couple bottle and heads out into the forest. He walks for a bit before just sitting down against a tree inspecting his find. People said this blue stuff was strong, now seemed to be a good time to try it out.
Some point in his drinking his journal falls out of his pocket and starts to record. For awhile it records very little until suddenly-]
CRASH!
[There's the sound of a whiskey bottle shattering as it's thrown against a tree. It's followed by silence that is slowly broken by soft sobs.]
I'm sorry... I'm so sorry. I - I didn't mean to.
(ooc: Anyone who wants to talk to Vash before he gets himself drunk is free to call for him over the journals! He'll have it on him all day! Or run into him pretty much anywhere.)
Re: [Voice]
Vash...
[But Giles trails away, not sure of what to say. He resumes walking, with slightly less purpose than before.
It's a few minutes more before he speaks.]
...do you want to talk? I don't have to say anything back, if you'd prefer.
[Voice]
Re: [Voice] *facepalm* Sorry for the delay, I got utterly DDoS'd
I can't promise that there's nothing you can say that will affect me. That, unfortunately, would be a lie.
But what I can safely say is that no one "deserves" to be hated. Especially not you. Whatever you've done in your past, you're a good person now, and...that's what's important to me.
[Voice] Don't worry! You're not the only one! I'm STILL having issues!
Re: [Voice] Gdmit, LJ
[Voice] XD It's not too bad just yet. Just have to refresh pages 3-4 times for them to fully load
Re: [Voice] Only 3 - 4 times? Lucky duck!
[Voice] lol, my favorite arcade game as a kid was called Lucky Duck |D
Re: [Voice] I didn'tk now there was an arcade game called Lucky Duck
Then no, you probably can't.
...that's what Paprika told me, once.
[Voice] no one has. I think it was a local thing, You rolled balls down to add up numbers.
Re: [Voice] Hm. Arcade game or actual game?
[Oh god. Give him a minute.]
...for killing her, until I allowed myself to consider the possibility that I could be forgiven for it.
I was, you know. We're very good friends now.
[Voice] I guess it was an actual game, but I only ever saw it in the arcade so I think of it thatway
Re: [Voice] True for a lot of games
[Damn it. Good going, Giles.]
...Vash, it was four years ago for both of us. We're building a boat together now.
Things got better between us, when I never thought it could. I thought what I did was unforgivable, but...Ami forgave me. Because I decided that it was possible she might, and spoke with her.
[Voice] And it involved math - IT TRICKED ME INTO LEARNING WHILE AT THE ARCADE!
Re: [Voice] XDDDD
But I'm not certain you do.
[Voice] But I couldn't escape it's cute quaking noises! "Aww, give it another quack."
Re: [Voice] I would pay a quarter just to hear adoralbe quacking.
[Voice] It was a two token game. (Aka 50 cents XD)